Category: FICTION & POETRY


  • โ€˜Now that the autumn is approaching, you might pack up your colour and brushes to paint the landscape of this wailing vale in all possible shades.โ€™ He was losing count of days now. It was a month-old lockdown and the September sun had just begun to smile readily at the mountain peaks.ย  โ€œWhat day is…

  • The grief of my country is sitting in the corner of my stomach. A pigheaded bacteriumโ€” it is going nowhere. A garrison in my small intestines;a dogged settler army of worms laying ambush. I cannot throw up, there are razor-wires dipped in my throat.  The goddamn grief blocked! From the broken spoon,I have been eating Herr Coloniser! I will digest you; your bones with fluoric acidsโ€”will dissolve you in…

  • The mountains that overhung her called for one word; Home. The water raging against the stones called for the presence of beauty so sublime. The bleating of the goats and the calves felt never this near to her, yet there was anxiety all over the air. She might have been the daughter of mountains for…

  • Soaring through the warm, misty skies of Delhi and Punjab, we rumbled through the brooding clouds over Pir Panjal before we touched down at Srinagar airport, where the wild summer rain followed me home.ย  Iโ€™d been away from home for three long years. When I returned, I learned what three years can do to a…

  • My son took a bathput on new clothes,left home,riding a horselike a prince;came homeas kilos of ripped flesh. one foggy winter day,some two decades ago,my brotherlost his fingers;an eagle feastedon his eyes. meadows, haunted hamletswhere the grass grows uphill-armed men storm the villageand take men out of their houses,beat themand force them to carry their…

  • I. why elsewhen elsedo you put our narratives on a weighing scale?exceptwhen there’s your familiar bloodpolitically differentiated from our familiar bloodtogether calling out for help on our streets.(pray ask when has blood ever left my streets?)Quite a time for you to suddenly wake up, no? I heard your reality is throbbing like an inconsolable ache…

  • I. In the language of a city inseminated with fallen teeth and broken bones. I dream in the language of dead. I dream: my mother’s poems resemble the dark blotch on my left temple. a green horse kneels beside the body of a dead boy. a rat nips at my only letter addressed to the…

  • He kept looking dreamily at his white sneakers left to sundry on a green plastic armless chair on the roof of his fatherโ€™s one-storey house. Jibraan looked at them yesterday as well, even a day before, too, with varied curiosity, but today he sat on his knees and blew on them twice to remove a…

  • You see, Snow White was chosen. It could have been anyone, couldnโ€™t it? But it had to happen to Snow White, and it did. Mirror, Mirror on the wall. We often thought what if, in the parallel universe, Snow White was born in Kashmir? Someone would put a bullet in her. โ€˜Zoonieโ€™ would be her…

  • My country still churns poetry out of mutilated migrant labourers.The skeletal remnants of a metropolitan do not stir the nationโ€™s conscience.Death lies snuggled in the palms of my state,destruction kneaded on the cold skies.Humans lie like scattered petals on roads and roofs.Artistic stimulation for some.Ghost buildings are standing like cardboard boxes,perforated by the needles of…